• Alessandra Toscanelli

1627 days...


It has been 1627 days from when I was arrested on March 3, 2015 & charged with kidnapping my children... 1627 days since the start of this nightmare of losing my kiddos in a tragic & terrible custody battle with my ex-husband (my abuser)... 1627 days that I would spend heartbroken because I couldn't find a way to get back into court to fight the good fight that I am a good mom who didn't deserve what happened... 1627 days… Or 4 years, 5 months, 13 days… Or 53 months, 13 days… Or 140,572,800 seconds… Or 2,342,880 minutes… Or 39,048 hours… Or 232 weeks & 3 days…


1627 days of hopelessness... Every single day I thought I wouldn't survive one more day... 1627 days of intense hurt & sadness that felt never-ending...


Tonight at 12:01 AM - My daughter is turning 18 & this nightmare is O.V.E.R. 🙂🙂🙂


I want to thank my creator, my God, my Higher Power, my everything for keeping me safe, sane, & helping me find serenity among the chaos & court system. 🙏🙏🙏


I also want to say thank you to everyone - & I mean YOU - for keeping me going, for loving me through this insanity, for giving me your strength & hope to lean on when I couldn't find my own, for teaching me to live through the pain, for showing me that life can still be good, full of love & aloha, & for reminding me that I only succeed as long as I give it to God & choose my recovery over the guilt, shame, pain, & stress. 💯


Thank you for getting me through the 😭🤬🤯 worst moments of my life. 😍😘🥰


Thank you for sharing my sorrow & my grief. 🤟 & thank you for being a glorious example of humanity & how empathy heals people. 💕💕💕


I love each of you & appreciate your love more than my words can express... I am so grateful to be alive. 🤩🥳😎 I am grateful to have lived through this experience. 🙌🙌🙌 & I am grateful to be able to say I am a stronger 💪✍️👄 woman because of the last 1627 days & I learned to love myself in the process!!! 👏👏👏 #gratitude Xoxoxo <3 <3 <3


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